Friday, 28 October 2011

bosannnnn



To the one person who knows me inside out, upside down and back to front. Yes, it's you, my best friend. You know who you are. Thanks for everything. *peace

Tears I Cry.



THE TEARS I CRY. ( life in mortality )
In my own tears, have I immersed myself,
Tears from m heart, my soul have I baptize in pain,
In its turbulence, a river finds comfort in the harmony of its waters,
But in m struggles, my heart is broken,
With every rising of the sun, my hope is crucified.

I desire not to see the morning coming,
A day in the sun, I long not for its rising,
My faith I doubt, I seek my depature from the womb of time,
For my moments always has been, but with tears,
Life is an experience of itself, this has been mine,

Oh! Mother nature, the womb that bore all creation,
Define my end, for my beginning has been blurred,
Measure the heights of my rising, I am the bottom of this deep,
The moon have I seen at night, the sun, on its rising,
But my end cometh with nothing, but the sorrows of a broken heart,

Darkness will I worship, it has been mine suitable companion,
The black shadows, I fear not, we've been together since I begun,
The voice of the whispering night has been the sound I gave my ear to,
More are my struggles in mortalityy, I long to ascend on high,
The experience of life has been, but vexatious to my soul.

senyum sehari harian ! haa bolehh?


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at the end aku ambil keputusan aku sendiri
aku mengalah
sebab aku tahu ni semua salah aku
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tapi aku sedar tu tak menyelesaikan masalah
so aku face to face and everything's settle
nanorara i luftchuuuuuuuuu !
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tak perlu aku nak publish dekat sini
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tak boleh lebih
sebab nanti hebohlah itu ini
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aku rindu someone jugak
si dia
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tp dia bukan apa punya,
so hink positive kin :)
watlek =='
hoi hati ni pendam memendam
sakit tahu?
nampak happy tapi dalam hati siapa tahu kan?
bye !